thekkeffect

OPEN MY EYES
LOOK AT THE CLOCK,4:00 AM
IVE CLOSED MY EYES FOR 30 SECONDS
THATS THE CLOSEST IVE BEEN TO SLEEP IN MONTHS
SIT UP LOOK AT MY DESK,A BLANK SHEET OF PAPER
AN UN OPENED PEN, FORGOTTEN WHAT I WAS SUPPOSE TO DO
HAD BEEN LESS THEN A MINUTE
MY SHORT TERM MEMORY WAS GONE, YET I COULDNT FIND A WAY TO SLEEP
WALK TO THE FRIDGE, NOTHING TO EAT
NEED TO GO BUY GROCERIES, NO MONEY
NEED TO FIND A JOB, NO NICE CLOTHES FOR AN INTERVIEW
I MUST GO OUT N SEE THE SUN
NO SUN YET I HAD FORGOTTEN BOUT THE TIME
REACH FOR THE TV REMOTE, FLIP CHANNELS, NOTHING INTERESTING
ITS ALL THE SAME STATIC, MUST NOT HAVE CABLE
LOOK BEHIND THE TV, NOTHING IS HOOKED
SIT IN FRONT ON THE SCREEN, STATIC, *blink*
FALL BACK, OPEN MY EYES, TV IS OFF
CLOCK READS 1:07 AM, DID I SLEEP?, I ONLY BLINKED
WASNT IT 4:00AM?, MUST OF READ IT WRONG
NO SLEEP, WHY CANT I SLEEP?
HAVENT WROTE IN AGES, DESK IS A MESS, MUST CLEAN IT
FOUND SOME BLANK PAPER AND A PEN
SITTING AT THE DESK WITH NO IDEAS *blink*
OPEN MY EYES, LOOK AT THE CLOCK, 4:00AM, IS THAT RIGHT?
MY MIND IS PLAYING TRICKS ON ME?
DONT KNOW WHAT IM THINKING, GOING INSANE
YET I STILL DIDNT KNOW, IS THIS REAL?
1:07AM, I HAD WRITTEN IT ON PAPER
WAS THAT THE TIME I WROTE THIS?
HUNGRY, FRIDGE, STILL EMPTY, I ALREADY KNEW THAT
SO WHY DID I CHECK IT? *blink*
OPEN MY EYES, SITTING IN FRONT OF THE TV, IT WAS OFF
STOOD UP, TIME 1:07AM
WALK UP TO THE DESK, PAPER READS 4:00AM, WHAT IS GOING ON?
GRAB A PEN, WROTE, 6:30AM
SIT ON THE CHAIR, HEAD UP STARRING AT THE CEILING *blink*
THE SUN WAS OUT, LOOK AT THE CLOCK, 6:30AM
STARE OUT THE WINDOW, SUN WAS SHINING ON MY FACE
I HAVENT WITNESSED THAT IN DAYS
WALK TO THE DESK PAPAER READS, SLEEP
WHAT?, CAN I SLEEP NOW?, I SHALL TRY
LAY DOWN IN BED, EYES SLOWLY SHUT, DREAM
MY EYES OPEN WITH BRIGHT LIGHTS UPON THEM
WHERE AM I?, IN A HOSPITAL?, WHAT HAD HAPPENED?
GLANCE AT THE CLOCK, 6:30AM
FEELING OK?, GOT A BULLET IN YOUR HEAD
CANT BELIEVE I HAD SURVIVED
FOUND INA DARK ALLEY
I DONT REMEMBER, I REMEMBER BEING AT HOME
IVE BEEN HERE FOR A WEEK?, I DONT RECALL
THEY LEFT A NOTE FOR ME
UNFOLD, READ 1:07AM *blInk*

forced to live in the wrong ways
cant understand why im here
what will become of me
what about you?

hidden down to deep to scream
go to sleep and dream of me
thats the only way to hear my plee

what is here?...what is dared?
try to see this wastedland of dispare
can we be friends?
dont think u care

how can we see..what isnt there?
if what there is not us
its an empty space we cannot fill
just think n try to care

its funny how ppl get really attached to things...
so attached thats it hard for them to let go

i dont think im one of those ppl...
how i see it is..if uve never had it u really dont need it

just wanting more and more out of something is like a disease spreading..and it isnt good
eliminate that disease by just letting go of those things u dont really need...u wont miss it i promise..

concerning ppl..its the samething...if the other person doesnt show the slightest interest in u...dont show any to them...cause u dont really need um...let go

so ppl please learn to let go...as soon as u do that...everything will be much better..let something go to gain something more

trust me ur shoulders will now have no weight on them...and u will be free

i dont feel like going to work today!...
wanna go out and party!...hahaha
ill get out by round 11 oclock so i think ill still have enough time to do so..
but still im lazy and i dont feel like going..
save me!..

MY NAME IS FEDERICO AND IT MEANS:

There are 8 letters in your name.
Those 8 letters total to 47
There are 4 vowels and 4 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:
Spanish Male Spanish form of Frederick "peaceful ruler".
Italian Male Italian form of Frederick "peaceful ruler".

Your number is: 11

The characteristics of #11 are: High spiritual plane, intuitive, illumination, idealist, a dreamer.

The expression or destiny for #11:
Your Expression number is 11. The number 11 is the first of the master numbers. It is associated with idealistic concepts and rather spiritual issues. Accordingly, it is a number with potentials that are somewhat more difficult to live up to. You have the capacity to be inspirational, and the ability to lead merely by your own example. An inborn inner strength and awareness can make you an excellent teacher, social worker, philosopher, or advisor. No matter what area of work you pursue, you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment. Your intuition is very strong; in fact, many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 expression. You possess a good mind with keen analytical ability. Because of this you can probably succeed in most lines of work, however, you will do better and be happier outside of the business world. Oddly enough, even here you generally succeed, owing to your often original and unusual approach. Nonetheless, you are more content working with your ideals, rather than dollars and cents.

The positive aspect of the number 11 expression is an always idealistic attitude. Your thinking is long term, and you are able to grasp the far-reaching effects of actions and plans. You are disappointed by the shortsighted views of many of your contemporaries. You are deeply concerned and supportive of art, music, or of beauty in any form.

The negative attitudes associated with the number 11 expression include a continuous sense of nervous tension; you may be too sensitive and temperamental. You tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer. Fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical. You tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need.

Your Soul Urge number is: 7

A Soul Urge number of 7 means:
With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.

You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.

The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 22

An Inner Dream number of 22 means:
You dream of being a master organizer and a builder of monumental projects; of guiding a truly huge endeavor. Your secret fantasy is to think big and imagine what could be done for the world. You may also dream of the huge rewards.

(THIS IS ALL VERY TRUE!..KINDA FREAKED OUT ABOUT IT ABIT..)



MY BIRTHDAY IS NOVEMBER THE 22ND 1985 AND ITS MEANS:


Your date of conception was on or about 1 March 1985 which was a Friday.

You were born on a Friday
under the astrological sign Sagittarius.
Your Life path number is 11.

Your fortune cookie reads:
The first step to better times is to imagine them.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 6.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446391.5.
The golden number for 1985 is 10.
The epact number for 1985 is 8.
The year 1985 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/20/1985 and ending 2/8/1986.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Ox.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Snake; your plant is Thistle.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Tyby, the first month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 10 Kislev 5746.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 11 Kislev 5746.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.12.9.7 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 12 tun 9 uinal 7 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Friday, 9 Rabi'u'l-Avval 1406 (1406-3-9).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 7 April 1985.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 14 April 1985.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 20 February 1985.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 26 May 1985.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 2 June 1985.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Monday, 16 September 1985.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Saturday, 6 April 1985.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 19 February 1985.

As of 8/6/2009 11:15:28 PM EDT
You are 23 years old.
You are 285 months old.
You are 1,237 weeks old.
You are 8,658 days old.
You are 207,815 hours old.
You are 12,468,915 minutes old.
You are 748,134,928 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:
Scarlett Johansson (1984) Scott Robinson (1979) Mariel Hemingway (1961)
Jamie Lee Curtis (1958) Billie Jean King (1943) Robert Vaughn (1932)
Rodney Dangerfield (1921) Benjamin Britten (1913) Hoagy Carmichael (1899)
Charles de Gaulle (1890) Abigail Adams (1744)


Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.38864970645793 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Thursday.
Your lucky number is 3.
Your ruling planet(s) is Jupiter & Neptune.
Your lucky dates are 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th.
Your opposition sign is Gemini.
Your opposition number(s) is 5.

Today is not one of your lucky days!

There are 108 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 24 candles.

Those 24 candles produce 24 BTUs,
or 6,048 calories of heat (that's only 6.0480 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.74 US ounces of water with that many candles.  

In 1985 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1985 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1985 in the US there were 2,425,000 marriages (10.2%) and 1,187,000 divorces (5%)
In 1985 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1985 the population of Australia was approximately 15,900,566.
In 1985 there were approximately 247,348 births in Australia.
In 1985 in Australia there were approximately 115,493 marriages and 39,830 divorces.
In 1985 in Australia there were approximately 118,808 deaths.

Your birth flower is CHRYSANTHEMUM

Your birthstone is Citrine

The Mystical properties of Citrine

    Citrine is said to help one connect with Spirit.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

    Yellow Topaz, Pearl, Diamond


Your birth tree is

    Ash Tree, the Ambition

    Uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with its fate, can be egoistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over heart, but takes partnership very serious.


There are 141 days till Christmas 2009!
There are 154 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waxing gibbous.

Moon's age (days): 9
Distance (Earth radii): 63.02
Percent Illumination 74.16%
Ecliptic latitude (degrees): -3.15
Ecliptic longitude (degrees): 365.11